IS IT OK TO BE ANGRY AT GOD/GODDESS?
To answer your question about whether it is OK to be angry with God/Goddess,
the answer is a BIG YES!
Long ago, when I began healing all of my wounds I was intuitively guided by Divine Spirit (God/Goddess) that it was very important for me to release the repressed hate and anger that I had for God/Goddess. I felt God/Goddess had abandoned me, didn’t love me and wasn’t there for me because terrible things had happened to me as a child such as:
· Abandoned and betrayed by my parents
· Made to feel I’m worthless by them
· Yelled at and beaten by them
· Sexually abused by them and others
I needed to vent all this rage and yell out my feelings about all of this to God/Goddess like; “How can you (God) let these bad things happen to me?” “Why didn’t you take care of me, protect me, save me from all these bad people?” “Why weren’t you there for me? Don’t you love me?”
First, I wrote down all my angry thoughts and feelings for God/Goddess. I then yelled each one out at God/Goddess. I also hit a pillow to help release my anger and despair. I screamed out each angry feeling/thought that I had written down as I hit my pillow. A pillow can be hit with your hands or a plastic bat.
God/Goddess truly spoke to me and told me to get out all my anger at Him/Her. I was told that it was healthy and completely of integrity to do this. God/Goddess helped me to understand that it is important and completely supported by Him/Her for me to feel whatever I feel especially my “negative” feelings of anger, disappointment, abandonment and betrayal by God/Goddess. Yelling all this out and hitting a pillow at the same time would get all this negative/toxic energy out of my heart, mind, body & Soul. It worked! I felt like a huge weight had been lifted off me. I do this exercise anytime I have anger, etc., at God/Goddess. He/she helped me to understand that I needed to break the habit of turning all this rage in on myself. Rage turned in on ourselves creates chronic depression, headaches, separation to our Soul and Divine Spirit (God/Goddess), health problems and ultimately disease in many forms. It also leaves you VERY OPEN TO BE ATTACKED AND HOOKED INTO BY “THE DARK”!
The bottom line is God/Goddess wants us to honestly express ALL our feelings to them, especially our hate and anger. Tell God/Goddess you hate Him/Her, you are angry, etc. and tell Him/Her why. God/Goddess does not punish us for feeling hate and anger at Him/Her. It is completely normal to have these feelings especially when we go through situations of loss, pain and suffering. God/Goddess loves us unconditionally without judgment or punishment. God/Goddess has infinite love, compassion and empathy for everything that we feel. The idea of “being judged and punished if you get angry” (you will go to Hell or bad things will happen to you) at God/Goddess comes from the patriarchal church, not from God/Goddess. All of that is a big, fat lie!
My life, health and well being improved when I began to do this emotional releasing exercise of my anger at God/Goddess. It opened my heart and increased my ability to receive love and joy, helped heal my Soul and reconnected me more deeply to my Soul and Divine Source (God/Goddess). It was truly life changing and still continues for me today! I highly recommend this practice, it works! I feel and receive God’s/Goddess’s love more powerfully and deeply through expressing my hate and anger than I ever did “stuffing” all this junk. It raised my vibration and helped me heal in many ways.
“The dark” programs everybody to be afraid to do this, that if you get angry at God/Goddess you will be punished and things will get worse. All lies to keep you stuck and enslaved by “the dark”. Break out of your dark prison by doing this exercise and back into the light of Truth, Love & Oneness. You can also do the heavy duty (very loud) screaming and yelling your anger out at God/Goddess while you are driving your car. Just keep both hands on the steering wheel and stay focused on your driving – keep yourself very safe.
I hope this helps, it worked for me. Try it!
Love & the Power to Express All Your Feelings,
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