THE TRAUMA OF ALIEN ABDUCTION
MY MESSAGE OF HOPE
I am 7 or 8 years old, it is very late at night and everyone is asleep. I am wide awake, terrified and trembling. “Oh no, they are coming to get me again”. I look out my bedroom window and see a huge alien ship hovering across the street above the neighbor’s homes. Lights of red and blue flash and spin around, the noise is deafening. I ask myself, “Why doesn’t anyone else hear and see this, the ship is the size of 20 houses. Oh God, I am all alone and there is no one to help me”! (1959-1960)
“I have dedicated my life to creating, feeling, intuiting, exploring, refining and developing a comprehensive healing methodology by working on my own wounds and traumas.
My message of hope is that wounds and traumas by “the dark” in any form can be healed, transmuted and balanced through a comprehensive process of utilizing The Cosmic Christ Vibration with powerful spiritual and deep, emotional feeling work. In this article I will be addressing wounds and traumas that resulted from being abducted by aliens.
I have been able to heal my wounds, neutralize all my implants both energetic and physical and sever the energetic cords of connection to all the dark extra terrestrials. I have never been implanted or abducted since!”
No matter what the media says,
being abducted by aliens is not a good thing!
No one aligned to the the Cosmic Universal laws of Sovereignty, Love, Truth & Oneness (Cosmic Mother/Father Goddess/God – Divine Spirit – the Cosmic Christ Vibration) would ever abduct, harm, interfere or do anything against your free will! Remember, a Higher Being would never abduct you or hurt you. This is true whether it’s an extra terrestrial or a being from this planet – a physical being or an unseen energetic manifestation.
Some of us consciously chose to be abducted by taking on this misuse of power as part of our serving a higher purpose here on the Earth plane and those interferences that occur multi-dimensionally. We did this to help balance the pain, suffering, abuse and torture of:
- being experimented on,
- mind control enslavement through physical and energetic implants (inserted into various locations in the physical body, chakras and auric field),
- manipulation of consciousness and
- Soul possession caused by alien abduction.
I am one of these individuals that chose to serve in this way.
By going through the alien abduction abuses we take this dark energy through our Souls along with the Cosmic Divine Source of all that is – the Cosmic Christ Vibration – and together we transmute, integrate, harmonize and balance this “dark” energy back into Oneness. Karmic judgment and justice is also manifested through the energetic connection and the Cosmic Divine Will of Divine Spirit (the Cosmic Christ Vibration) is done. These dark beings are karmically judged, punished and obliterated depending upon the severity of their atrocities, misuses of power and karmic debt. If they are truly judged by Divine Spirit as nonredeemable they are completely obliterated as a Soul (if they even have a Soul). Many of these dark beings are Soul less, having lost their Souls through their continual misuses of power. If they are obliterated, they no longer exist in any form multi-dimensionally.
We chose to serve in these ways to raise the vibration of Planet Earth and take it back into Cosmic Oneness, Truth, Love, Wisdom – Cosmic Consciousness.
Those of us who chose to serve in this way also did this to raise the vibration, the consciousness and to awaken mass humanity into how they may be being interfered with by alien abduction. I believe that all Souls are energetically connected and when anyone faces, feels and heals their alien abduction wounds (or wounds of any kind) it helps others to telepathically “get the Truth” and do the same. This might happen to these other Souls by them having an intuitive experience of “knowing and feeling” that they are being harmed and abducted by negative/dark extra terrestrials. These individuals might find themselves searching the internet, libraries and book stores for resource materials about alien abduction. They might begin to have breakthrough memories in dreams and flashbacks of bits and pieces of “something scary and somebody harming them” who doesn’t appear to be human! They may also begin looking for someone who can help them to heal from this trauma and to take their power back.
This Is What Happened to Me
I consciously lowered the vibration of my Soul to come into physical Earth embodiment. Many Souls like myself who chose to serve do this. We lower our vibration to take on the atrocities of the dark. If we were in the true, full power of who we are as a Cosmic Soul presence, the dark couldn’t touch us. We make ourselves vulnerable by lowering our vibration to take on the misuses of power by the dark to begin a divine process with the Cosmic Divine Source (Goddess/God/Spirit) of all that is – the Cosmic Christ Vibration to balance these energies back into Oneness.
I remember the interferences by these dark extra terrestrials beginning as my Soul was coming onto the Earth plane into the fertilized embryo of what was to be my physical Earth incarnation. As my Soul descended into the lower vibrational frequencies of the physical Earth dimension I was energetically attacked.
Because I was vulnerable these dark extra terrestrials energetically hooked into my chakras, auric field and even into my forming DNA. Energetic implants were placed in my chakras and auric field. I was telepathically mind controlled by being shown horrible pictures (that I believed and felt were really happening to me) of my being tortured and abused. These traumas programed my Soul and consciousness to have beliefs, emotions, thought patterns and behaviors that were self sabotaging and destructive. My DNA was genetically engineered to hold and contain all this dark programing throughout my entire cellular structure.
The trauma was so terrifying and painful that I willingly made dark contracts (under duress) to stop the torture. A dark contract is created when we make a formal, binding agreement through our Soul with “the dark”. These contracts can be made willingly or by the individual being tortured to do so. An example for me was my making a dark contract to give them my power. I was in so much pain, suffering, agony and terror that I would agree to do ANYTHING they wanted me to so that the pain would stop. The dark extra terrestrials also manipulate our consciousness so that we forget that we made these dark contracts. So, at an unconscious level we are bound to the dark until we awaken and remember what was done to us and then consciously break the dark contracts and programs.
To disengage from these dark contracts and to take your power back from the dark extra terrestrials, you need to consciously cut the energetic cords of connection to them by using the Cosmic Sword of Blue Flame. Using this tool properly breaks the dark contract making it null and void. It is important to also consciously refuse the dark lies and dark programming by cutting cords to each one and by burning up all this dark energy with the Cosmic Violet Flame. These dark contracts create negative beliefs/programming that become imbedded into our subconscious such as, “I don’t want my power and I give it to the dark aliens”, “there is no God”, “I am all alone”, “I have no power”, “the dark aliens have all the power and I have none so they can do whatever they want to me”, “I am doomed and I am their slave”, etc.
Under torture I made dark contracts to program my Soul and consciousness to be and do the following:
- To give them my power
- Make myself less than I really am as a Soul
- Believe that these dark extra terrestrials have infinite power and God has none and neither do I
- THERE IS NO GOD, no help and I am all alone
- I am a helpless, hopeless, powerless and an impoverished slave of these dark extra terrestrials
- They can do whatever they want to me at any time and I can’t stop them
These torments continued while I was growing as an embryo. Once I was physically born, I began to experience physical abduction as well as energetic and telepathic assaults targeting the implants in my physical body, chakras and aura. Physical implants (actual pieces of hardware) were placed in my brain, central nervous system, optic nerve in both eyes, both ovaries, hands, feet, ears, teeth, nose and heart.
My physical abduction experience of being taken aboard dark alien space crafts and to alien bases began as an infant and continued until around age 30. By that time I had healed and learned a great deal from the Cosmic Divine Source of us all – the Cosmic Christ Vibration (God/Goddess/Spirit).
Iwas taught how to use the Cosmic Christ Vibration to multi-dimensionally neutralize all my implants both energetic and physical and to sever the energetic & Soul cords of connection to the dark aliens, so I was never implanted or abducted again.
Even as a young child I was very telepathic, psychic and intuitive. I always knew when the dark aliens were coming to get me. It was horrible to know that. I have so many memories of cringing and crying in some room of my home knowing they were on their way and there was nothing I could do to stop them from taking me. I would hear them in my head telling me to lie down and go to sleep. I would be paralyzed and unable to move any part of my body. They would then take me out of the house through walls or the roof and while this was happening I couldn’t breath. One of my most vivid memories is having the air sucked out of my lungs on the way up to the ship. I never told anyone that I was living with about my experiences because I was scared and mind controlled not to.
Like so many others who have been abducted I remember lying naked on cold metal tables with a stretchy gray or white material over me. I remember the dark aliens looking like “the greys” (that are splashed all over the media) with gray skin, big eyes, head but with small, thin bodies. They smelled terrible, like rotten meat. I also saw dark aliens that looked very “insect like” with segmented eyes and a praying mantis type body. These beings were very tall and slender. The third type of dark alien that abducted me was reptilian in appearance. They looked like big lizards or dragons. They were huge and some had very large pointed teeth. I was terrified that they would tear my body to shreds and eat me. I have also seen and felt the “reptilians” as having a human appearance at times (but they were NOT human). They either have the ability to shape shift their appearance and/or they are able to mind control the population to have us all seeing them as human. All of these dark aliens scared the heck out of me.
The following is a general list of the types of tortures and abuse that I experienced while on dark alien spacecraft and at alien bases:
- Eggs were removed from my ovaries. The dark aliens would then implant the fertilized egg (combining my human DNA with alien DNA) back into my body for a couple of months for growth and development. After that time period, in another abduction, the 2-3 month unborn fetus would be removed and gestation completed in their laboratories. At the time all this was happening I vividly remember my desperate feelings of horror of wanting to get “this thing” out of my body. Of course, I didn’t know or understand what it was I wanted to get out of my body, because I didn’t know what was happening to me until years later. This created very intense feelings of powerlessness, vulnerability, terror, worry that I was insane, loneliness and despair.
- Drugged and experimented on. Tissue samples were taken. Toxic substances were injected into my body to see what my reaction would be. Probes and needles were inserted into my brain and spinal column to manipulate and alter my normal brain and central nervous system functions. Alien DNA was injected into my body on numerous occasions to see how it would effect me.
- Very violent sexual attacks, especially by the reptilians. I was raped on numerous occasions and physically tortured and beaten. I believe much of this was done to break my spirit, my will, my heart, mind and body to “their” will. They did everything they could to make me their slave (mentally, physically, emotionally and spiritually). I was constantly being told that I had no power or protection and that they could do whatever they wanted to me and I couldn’t stop them. I physically died in many of these tortures and was brought back to life and with all of my wounds healed by the use of very advanced alien technology. This was a common form of torture experience for me where they would kill me and bring me back to life with my physical body completely healed. The message being that they had complete power over my life or death. They were god. They were always taunting me with “Where is your God” and “If your God has infinite power, why doesn’t your God save you”?
- Physical implants were placed (actual pieces of “hardware”) in my brain, central nervous system, optic nerve in both eyes, both ovaries, hands, feet, ears, teeth, nose and heart. Energetic implants were placed in my auric field and all 13 of the charkras (not just the 7 everyone is familiar with) in my physical body as well as my multi-dimensional chakras above my head and below my feet.
- I was subjected to very traumatic “scenarios” to create beliefs, emotions, thought patterns and behaviors that would be very self sabotaging and destructive. Tortures included sleep, water, food and sensory deprivation, sexual assaults, electroshock, burials and confinement (locked in small boxes, coffins for extended periods of time). I was drugged and mind controlled during these experiences with telepathic messages of; “I am stupid”, “I am worthless”, “I have no purpose in the world and nobody wants what I have to offer”, “I am evil, greedy, selfish”, “ I have no power”, “The dark aliens can do whatever they want to me and I can’t stop them”, “I am in hell and can’t escape”.
- I was especially tortured about who I am as a Soul and serving a higher purpose for God/Goddess/Spirit – the Cosmic Christ Vibration – especially in terms of taking on the misuses of power by “the dark” in its infinite faces and forms. I was mind controlled to see and feel very intense telepathic images in my head of being fully reconnected to my Soul and Divine Source. I experienced the infinite bliss, pure Oneness with my Soul and God/Goddess/Spirit, peace, love, joy, power, incredible talents and abilities, happiness, complete fulfillment – thriving in every way, unlimited prosperity and abundance – being spiritually home. Then they would take these images and feelings of Oneness to my Soul and Divine Source away. The pain and heartbreak of this loss was devastating. They would take me through this particular torture scenario hundreds of thousands of times. I was so deeply wounded and traumatized by this “dangling the carrot” scenario of full reconnection that it created a very ingrained program (mentally, physically, emotionally and spiritually) of hating and repelling reconnection to my Soul and to Divine Source. I preferred separation to my Soul and Divine Source because it was better than going through the devastation of losing what I wanted more than anything else over and over again and again. It was easier to be in a general state of separation and misery than have the full-blown multi-dimensional ecstasy of complete Oneness and have it taken away! It just hurt too much. (However, I always maintained a portion of reconnection to my Soul and Divine Source that I never lost.)
The dark program that was created was,
“being in separation is good
and being in Oneness is bad”.
It has taken me many years to figure out how to successfully heal these insidious and horrible dark programs that were so imbedded in my subconscious. I believe this has happened to millions of Souls here on Earth.
- I also experienced mind control “end of the world” scenarios, intensely seeing and feeling telepathic images of the world being destroyed by tidal waves, earthquakes, fires, volcanoes, wars, plagues, hurricanes, excessive drought conditions with everything and everyone dead.
- Some of the most horrific tortures that I experienced were the ones associated with money, sex and time. I was forced into prostitution where there were several men that I had to have sex with. I was told that I had to make $50,000 in 5 minutes by soliciting myself for sex or I would be killed, tortured, raped or beaten. Of course, none of these men paid me that amount in such a short period of time, so I failed. I would be beaten and raped and screamed at that, “You can’t create and receive money”, “You don’t have enough time to create the money you need to pay bills, buy groceries, pay rent so the worst will happen”, “You always run out of time, there isn’t enough time”, “It takes you forever to create the smallest amount of money”, “It is impossible for you to create large sums of money, millions or hundreds of thousands of dollars.”, “Only men can create lots of money, women can’t”, “You have no money”, “You can’t create all the money you need to provide for yourself and your life”, “You can’t thrive financially and professionally”, “You can’t manage your money”, “Money is evil and you hate it”, and “Money is not spiritual”. This was all done to create tremendous subconscious programing to be self sabotaging and self destructive as it applies to money, sex, time, work and being a woman. It took me years to unravel all of this and create internal and external healthy and empowered ways of being.
These insidious dark energies (whether in the body or energetic) have been, and still today, interfering multi-dimensionally with all of the Earth’s inhabitants in some form. The dark in many different forms including extra terrestrials, interfere multi-dimensionally and are physically here on the Earth plane as “human appearing”. They mind control, brain wash and possess the “general population” (those that are less integrated and in a great deal of separation, unaware of a “bigger picture”, very wounded, unshielded and don’t believe “the dark” exists). Some of the ways this “possession” is done is through:
- subliminal and distorted sound frequencies on TV, video, movies, the Internet, radio, MP3′s, CD’s, etc.
- Lies are propagated through printed material in newspapers, books and magazines
- the toxicity in the food, air and water
- pharmaceuticals both prescription and over the counter
- the contaminates in cigarettes that make smoking so addictive .
The dark controls you by spreading its disease of keeping you in fear and separation from your Soul and Divine Source, in misery and suffering, dominated, enslaved and exploited – politically, socially, psychologically, spiritually, sexually, economically and environmentally. The list goes on and on, all to maintain and increase their power in and over the world.
How is the dark interfering and controlling you?
Spend a few moments examining your life, your habits, your addictions, your thoughts and your beliefs. Write down where you could be being controlled. Is it through food, TV, another person, drugs, sex or _________________?
You are so powerful! Your beliefs, emotions, thoughts and behaviors whether conscious or unconscious is what creates your reality. What you put out comes back to you. When you are being manipulated to believe that only bad things are going to happen in your life or that the world is going to end in some catastrophic form, then that is the “energy” that you are putting out and then creating in your life! The dark is using you to create destruction both individual and global. They are literally feeding off your life force and using your power to create what they want!
You can stop the dark.
You can stop them from interfering and controlling you.
That is the good news! Again, my message of hope is that wounds and traumas by “the dark” in any form can be healed, transmuted and balanced through a comprehensive process of utilizing the Cosmic Christ Vibration with powerful spiritual and deep emotional feeling work.
If you reconnect to your Soul and Divine Source you can take your life back from the dark.
If together, we reconnect to our Soul and Divine Source, we can take our planet back from the dark.
When we are in Oneness
with our Soul and Divine Source,
we have greater power
than the dark and they can’t touch us.
This is what “the dark”
doesn’t want us to know and to achieve.
What are you going to chose to do?
Do you still think that no one is being abducted? Read on for the facts – Magi
Up to 1 billion humans
by hyperdimensional ETs,
and humans are in
Empirical, replicable research published by ICAR, the International Community for Alien Research, confirms that a hyperdimensional civilization consisting of amphibian reptilian hybrids and Gray cybernetic clones, have reportedly abducted approximately 1 billion out of the current estimated human population of 6,783,421,727 as of May 31, 2009 or approximately 14.7 percent of the present world population. These 1 billion human abductees, according to the replicable empirical research, – have had their consciousness and and/or their physical bodies taken by a quantum, hyperdimensional process, and returned to their original location (and in some cases original time) with erased memories of the abduction. Memories of the hyperdimensional abduction retrieved through hypnotic regression and similar techniques reveal consistent patterns during the abductions, related to a covert agenda toward the human species by this hyperdimensional species. One earlier study in the 2002 Roper Poll concluded that 2% of the U.S. population (now estimated at 306,587,601 on June 4, 2009) – had been abducted, or approximately 6.1 million persons by current figures.
This research has been made public in exclusive interviews with Joseph Montaldo, International Director of ICAR that can be heard on ExopoliticsRadio.com by clicking here and here.
Cognitive dissonance or “the state of having inconsistent thoughts, beliefs or attitudes, especially as to behavioral decisions and attitude change” is one way of describing categories of responses to knowledge about and research into hyperdimensional abductions of up to 14 percent of our fellow humans. As the abduction research data conflicts with the conventional paradigm of human reality, it is filtered out and denied, even by major researchers in the field of extraterrestrial studies. One of these publicly and without basis contends that all reported cases of alien abductions are in fact MILAB – psyops abductions done by human military-intelligence agencies in order to create false terror about hyperdimensional extraterrestrial civilizations which are uniformly beneficent to humanity.
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May the Great Cosmic Goddess/God Mother/Father bless you with love, abundance, health, healing and awakening to the full potential of your Soul!
Magi (Mari Angelique Raphael) Goddess Oracle Shamanic Healing USA 800-397-9084
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